Patience and Animosity

I know that people make resolutions all the time that they don’t intend on keeping, but for some reason this year brought a lot of ambition with it. I had this revelation about where I am in life and how I could be living so much better.
I’ve decided to quit smoking. I am broke 95% of the time and cigarettes bring no benefit to my life.
The bigger resolution I made was to get out of here.
There will never be a time like the next few years in our lives ever again. We’re technically adults but we aren’t weighed down by the obligations of adulthood like children or careers or any responsibility like that which demand our attention all the time. We’re as able-bodied as we ever will be. Now is the time to do something like go to Europe for a while because there will be no better time in the future. Why be alive if you aren’t trying to live life and explore as much as possible. What we know of the world is so little; our realm of perception is just a scratch on how the world really is. There is so much more out there. Sitting in Ohio is doing nothing for me.

I miss my band.

Really the irony of today is hilarious.

Have a mothers’ day celebration in the home of two children that don’t have a mother. Let your bastard child mock us because she is so much more high and mighty than we are.

And I had to say happy mothers’ day to you. I almost choked on the words.