December 2010
Happy 4:30 am,
I haven’t slept yet. I’m not even remotely tired and I woke up at 6am yesterday. Tonight, for some reason, I felt the need to clean and organize my room, for five. hours.
And now parnoia has creeped into my fuzzy lens of perception. Just have to keep reminding myself that there’s nothing there.
I just have an overly active imagination.
Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody I’ve every...
– Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk (via jaredsknickers)
Goodbyes.
This year is ending, and with it are many friendships and fragments of myself.
I meant every sorry I said, and I finally feel closure in leaving the two people in the world I was closest to behind. We’re all going our seprate ways, and I can finally except that. I’ll be lonelier than I’ve ever been, but atleast things didn’t end in bitterness.
So here’s to you, mon...
Mmm!
Ice cream! Broke the 36 hour non-eating streak. Thank you oxycodone. No cable for now, so I’m stuck on the computer. I can feel my bottom lip and chin again, wooo.
Random, but I was watching this movie earlier. Wish I had someone to say this about.